I have neglected everything here so badly
I am the worst person on the planet...
but I can kind of explain ;w;...?
For those of you who do not know already I'm a High School senior and will be graduating in less than 4 months. And for anyone who knows me well you know how hellishly scared of this change I am. Yes, I'm mostly prepared, but that doesn't stop me from being the most scared I've ever been in my entire live. This in turn has caused a flurry of depression and severe anxiety which I have been both unable to unprepared to handle. I've been doing my absolute best but I'm still slipping and have found myself unable to confide in friends. This is because I can be dumb sometimes and this happens a lot ;w;
But moving on, I've been busy with remaining school classes (I signed up for a full class load to graduate with more credits than I need), keeping my grades out of the parental danger zone, saving for college, APPLYING for college, planning a bus route there (I don't drive or plan on driving anytime soon), depression and other things. I know these are not excuses for my absence but I felt I owed you all a sort of explanation for my cruel abandonment of my artistic side for these past few weeks.
I'll be becoming more active once school lets out between my Summer job and planning for college in Fall and I hope you can all find it in your heart to forgive me for being such a jerk and letting you all sit and wonder where I went. For those of you who do not know I have a Skype and would probably be willing to share it with you if you Note me about it <3
I love you all and I wish you the very best vwv
If you don't think you can forgive me for being such an thoughtless jerk about random and unexplained hiatuses I totally understand if you want to Unwatch and move on <3 I should have made it official instead of disappearing on your all like this. While I ask for forgiveness, you'd be completely in the right to be upset.